Cravings

There are times in each of our lives when things just don't work out the way they should. The thing that I have desired year after year seems to just simmer with every second until I have had enough and have boiled over with tears, due to its absence.  All I want is the person who will be there for me. The one that loves me for me. The one that will hold me in their arms just so I can feel safe. I want that special someone that will listen to me, that will always hold it down even though they know the wrongs, rights, imperfections and tragedies about me.  I want the kind of person that won't kiss me, unless these a good reason, that way a kiss will be something special not something commonly given between the two of us. I want the kind of lover that can see my tears,  and their only reaction be the words I love you. I don't want the kind of lover that apologizes for every little fight or argument, or even miss conception we have. I want the kind of partner that will go to the end with me. The kind that brings me back to a place where love is pure. I want the type that will hug me from behind, only to see whether they've scared me or not. I want the one I can talk to as I please. I want the one that likes to go on walks. I want the one who spends time thinking about our future. I want the one that will put a ring on my finger even though we are not married. I want the type of significant other that will be childish with me, the one who will dance in the rain with me and not regret a thing when we're sick. I want the kind of lover who isn't afraid to tell me that I look far from gorgeous in the morning. I want the type that makes me laugh so hard that I cry. Bottom line is I want the one who loves me for me , the one who's  only regret would be dying after me because they couldn't bare to see me gone. THIS IS WHAT I WANT, I JUST WANT SOMEONE THAT IS TRUE.