As a woman I should give..part 2 (end)

If there is one thing that I have learned this year, I would say it was this very  small but clear message; even the people you trust, love, and care for the most...well they may very well be the ones to put you down, and act as if you are nothing but thin, crisp air. For the past three years of my life, I was devoted to one particular cause. I wasn't weird or obsessive or anything of those sorts, Simply I was in love. Three years of my life wasted, incomplete. Is it right for someone to decide that it is okay, for them to lie to you, day after day, year after year? I'm not sure how to answer that myself. How could you continuously lie for so long. If you never truly gave a simple care in the world, why hold on to me for so long. I thought he  he love me, cared for me, even claimed he wanted to marry me, though your actions clearly speak louder than words. Though time after time, I've sacrificed so much, and for what, heartache, tears, and pain that lingers in the back of my mind, that travels through the tears in my eyes. Though as I can see you never took this into consideration. Maybe you do love me, but your just to insecure, immature, and senseless to embrace this. One day you'll get it, I'm talking about the fact that I'm safe in someone's arms other than yours and the simple fact the karma will give you back every little lie you ever spun, every bit of pain that was afflicted upon me because of you, surly you get the point. I personally ache for you to feel like you have nothing but the smog in the air left to your name but instead I say so long, farewell, and when the time comes you'll understand more than the words that I breathe.....